ahh. got the new com. still getting used to the oh so flat screen. ahaha.
well yeah. managed to survive 1 whole wk without the com. ahh. so much torture =/
things pretty much the same. *if you noe what im refering to. ahh yeah. very much the same. though we've managed to speak to each other. ahaha. come to think of it, it was always through other means of communication. never really actual 'talking'. hmm. now that just sounds very familiar. aniwae, the flower's with him. hahakz. it was simply hilarious. i hope things will be better and things will go on in real life and not just virtual. k, im crapping =)
stepping down this friday. feeling pretty sad. i mean, not even 1 year. n yet now its time for the next batch to step up. feeling guilty like as though i nvr did much, nvr up to standard. that set me thinking. and when i was thinking, i looked sad. and as a result, ppl though i was having some kind of problem even though i was actually thinking about this matter. haha. even got comments that ppl can easily read my expression. eee.
was just slacking when my dear friend next to me dropped a bomb;" eh u noe ah. the prelims starting in another 5 wk."
wad the... my eyes grew big and she goes on "aiya diyanah. eyes go bigger lah"
well, i was shocked. 5 more wks??? thats like so not enough time. and to thionk of it, i was laughing at sum ppl coz their starts in another 2 more wk. but i nvr did realise that mine start in 3 wks aft theirs. then after that will be the o's. and we'll be leaving school. haiz. so not looking forward to the future.
therefore, on not such a gd note, i end my post. =.=

todays racial harmony day. sadly, my class not enthu. eee. only a handful of us wore the ethenic costumes. not fun.
was boring. actually had lessons. hate 'em. especially chem. double period summore. haiz. followed by emaths. den eng. really boring subjs.
took pictures wif the rest. last year. wanna keep as memories. wanted to take wif him. but he went off. haiz.
went for the interview. they're not bad. got potential. stepping down 4th august. cant wait

felt so guilty for not bringing the lit hw.i know we've been having much fun for the past year. but now's time to be serious. the teacher brought up the subject of preparing ourselves for the O-levels. 104 more days, to the 1st written exam, Lit =)
apparent according to him, start the intensive in mid august. in my mind, i was thinking - is there enough time? it seems to me that all of us were worried about time. time really does flies.
haiz. just cant find the motivation to study. get home, the tv distracts me. eee. so does this com. ahaha. so in the end, nvr do much revision, just the hw. and thats wrong, i know. shud learn to discipline myself.
had amaths afr sch. ahh. it was fun. for once, afternoon lessons being fun. before we knew it, it was time to go home. ahh.
racial harmony tomorrow. last one in school. hope it'll be wonderful.
i wish i had stayed and watch you...

so tired. for some unknown reason. almost fell asleep during bio. haha. but was energized during physics. wierd
was compelled to skip the 2.4. and run tomorrow instead. but it rained, making running impossible. so it was postponed instead. so my 1st chance of skipping sumthing, didnt come true.
reality check: o's are coming really soon. so are the prelims. 15 more weeks or so, the last time i checked. soo. i've made up my mind. im gonna strive hard. and nothing else will matter most to me beside getting good grades.
i saw you. i thought you would react differently. especially what was being said. but things remained the same. you're leaving me confused. and i hate the feeling coz there's nothing i can do. why cant you just open up. i dont think its that difficult. you're a guy. so please.. dont keep me feeling like this. i wish i could discuss this with someone. but whenever i ask them, they tell me you're just shy. argh..

the only sound..
a single voice
the only light, a solitary flame
how can one light.. fill the darkness
how can one voice.. be a voice of change
when someone joins the song
and adds another light
the circle will grow strong.. reaching far and wide

we are a light.. shining in the darkness
turning night... into day
we are a song.. ringing in the wilderness
showing others the way
but it starts with a single voice...
and a solitary flame

though it seems no one has found you...
there may be another searching in the night
so let the song ring out around you...
and hold your candle high...

actually. this song kept ringing in my head. for some unknown reason. ahaha. so yeah. singing while im typing this down. it just makes me feel so.. donno. wierd inside. =)

weee!! jubilant was a big success! ahh. glad to have participated in this concert. one and only concert of its kind. was surprised and glad to see so many ppl.=)
was nervous in the beginning, with so many ppl watching. soon after, bagan to relax and enjoy the songs. thats wad i love most about choir, able to immerse in the song, enjoy the songs. ahh.
was nervous about the solo part. but hey, we did it =) smilesmilesmile. dancedancedance. we all thoroughly enjoyed ourselves in grease (",)
after 1st half the new committee was announced. to all those reading this post,

feeling drained. never have i ever felt this way. been preparing hard. everyone has. the big day's next week.
-its like another 4 more practices. and yet i dont see the urgency, no seriousness. why cant you guys just change. im tired of shouting. im tired of saying the same things over and over again. but you guys just dont get it. im glad im stepping down after this concert. i just cnt take it anymore.
-you claim that you going to stop. and yet your still there. why? why cant you just leave. it would make life much easier. it would make the lot of us much happier. just go. if you think we cant cope without you, your wrong. very wrong.
-i wish i knew what your thinking. im confused right now. where do i stand. or do i even have a place? why cant you just come out straight. i guess u just enjoy confusing me.