teachers day celebrations. came school early. 'exercised' with shirlyn to the 7-11 to get the ice for them. ahh. i wann my $$5 backkk =(
got wet on the way back to school cause it started raining.
sheesh, so early in the morning.

concert was okey. good job you guys!!

anyways, the concert ended early. 9+ i guessed. soon as it was over, me and shaowen rushed backstage. ahh. rajes and group were GREAT. anndd, so was the dance. =)
had the class party after that. was okey i guess. pizza and fried rice and chickens and chips. but still wasnt full. hahakz.
went straight home. didnt see any reason for staying back any longer.





anndd, i saw you.
yupyup
you just brighten up my day =)
but, i cant tell you that
ahaha



part of me just wanna leave everything behind annd run away, free from all the burdens.
but i know, running away is never a solution to our problems.
so i guess, i'll just have to brave the stormy seas for now.
all will be over soon,
i hope



waiting..
and waiting..
and waiting..
will you ever come
like you said you would?

go paul twohill!!!!! =)
ahaha
anddd
joakim is hott =)

the school did say there would be some alarm thingy going on sometime before end of the term. neither did i expect it would be today, of all days. it just do happened that i was chatting with farahin and sharmila. in the library. free period ( ahh i so love the word. free period =) ) the stupid alarm went off. first thing coming across my mind. wdh.. why not during bi0 when we're having the test. hated the alarm for that. dont get me wrong. i DID study for the test. in the weekend. but i just hate tests
another surprise ms teacher sprang up on us was.. amaths test during afternoon lesson. wdh!!!
actually wasnt that bad. haha. managed to do most of the questions. wee =) feel so proud of myself. haha.
i hate seeing ppl streesed up around me. coz it makes me stressed up too. ahaha.

its only aug. and im already tired of looking at the freaking books. what the hell???
cip yesterday. so much for "be there by 9.50". yeeah riite. was told to come back at 10.50. and yet, it didnt start until like 11.30?? haish. wasting my precious saturday morning away when i could have been sleeping until 8 plus.. =.=
got our tins and.. didnt go collecting. no mood. went kfc, got a drink then headed back to woodlands library. spent a few mins reading up on bio before heading back. gave back the tins (which were relatively light but still contained some amount =). felt guilty but then again, wad the heck)
enjoyed the 'tuition-free' afternoon. yay!
english prelims this coming wednesday. and the next day celebrating teachers' day. again no lessons. then, its the end of the term. it seems like it was just yesterday that it was the first day of sec school life. if only i can turn back time..

`apparently prom night is cancelled. wdh!!!

im not gonna say much since i dont know the whole story yet.
but i seriously hope. u will reconsider ur decision.
im not you. so i do not know how you're feeling
but im just gonna say this.
really think through before you make the final decision. remember what i told you just now. it may not make a difference. but whatever it is, i hope you dont.

ahh. wanted to blog yesterday. but apparently there was something wrong with the freaking internet.
well anyways. chem practicals. wohooo. its over!!! yea =) was disappointed though. after the whole thing was over, felt as though i could have done better. titration took longer than expected.
was locked-up in the ava. was going back there after toilet break when this teacher called me aside. ahh. was feeling very nervous when i was called. thought that i did something wrong . haha. so i was like blabbering "but cher, i didnt do anything..." haha. actually he didnt want to scold me or anything. ahh. apparently i was looking a bit down these few months during his lessons. so he asked whether i was okey. actually, i was very touched. haha. he's a great teacher.
looked forward during morning assembly. to my greatest horror, the big ugly sign infont says that there are only 9 more weeks and 6 days. argh!!! panics for a moment. welll aniways. feeling guilty. so many ppl are like working their butts off..

feeling.. weird. haiz.

think im gonna be sick. slight fever.

haiz. if only i really was sick..

it would be better

but actually, i wouldnt even care less

cause i dont think it could make me even more miserable.

chem practicals tomorrow. and i loath chem

can never grasp the concepts.

and i hate the person teaching it.

why cant she just get the hints that we're just not getting it,

whatever she's saying never goes into our heads.

haiz

practicals. it should be fun. should be fun. hope i dont burn something. sheesh.

and really hope i'm not seated infront. being infront with the teacher staring at you, err.. no thanks.

in addition, theres mock test after the paper. which means we will be 'terkurung' inside ava,

till 1 plus. wad the heck.

just feeling NOT ready for tests.

NOT ready for the prelims

NOT ready for the O'lvls

in addition to the stress of these upcoming exams,

yeah, feeling confused.

i dont know what to say, how to say it

in the meantime, im sorry.

i wish things were as easy as it seems

unfortunately, thats only in dreams, never in reality

`lets just get this freaking paper over and done with. eargh

nyahaha
i wan i wan i wan
=)

feeling so empty inside. and i have no idea why. thoughts are whirling around in my brain. a mini thunderstorm in there. school was extremely boring today. no mood for studying. was feeling okey during chemistry. but after that was feeling rather moody. think im gonna fall sick. having a slight temperature. and a headache.

found out that there would not be cip tomorrow. haiz. when i already told my tuition teacher iwould not be coming because of the cip. was looking forward to tomorrow because dont have to do the homework just yet.

went home straight after school today. found that nothing else there could amuse me.

and yeah. a friend just msged me and told me something. hahakz. good for you girl!!! so happie for u =)

`i saw you while going down the stairs. but you didnt say anything. so right now im confused. was it something i did wrong? i dont know. if so, im sorry. i really am..
`maybe its just me. i think im getting paranoid. sheesh.
`mathilda's out. what the hell??? spore seriously, you guys are voting for apparently all the wrong reasons!!though joakim is super cute, but he cant sing for nuts. really

had the eng oral yesterday. damn nervous. but actually it wasnt that bad. coversation was about transportations. one of the invigilators was very friendly. kept on smiling =). the other one.. eee.. looks so stern. didnt look at her, looked at the jovial one. i just hope i did okey. need a Distinction!!
went for the stupid bio test afr that. haiz. wanted to skip.. but.. i did study a bit so might as well go. got there, was too lazy to get my brain cells going to obtain my own answers so got help frm others =)
prelim practicals started today. came school ard 10.15. wanted to support the fundraising. saw him. yay=) "studied" all the way till 11 plus (note the inverted comma. hehe), eating and drinking in between. actually it wasnt that bad. got bananas. didnt study how to draw but miraculously managed to label a few things. ahh. hope can do well. proceded to doing the paper 1 after the practicals. a mock paper but we were discussing answers. haha. well, she wasnt there anyway so she couldnt tick us off =)
gonna start revising for the pracs next week. after watching spore idol, that is =)

ahh. was confused over the malay thing. stoning throughout recess, thinking. a fight broke out apparently. i think its kind of stupid. these fights. haiz. ppl simply have nothing to do. apparently. finally wrote a NO on the paper. felt better after that =)
eng was not that bad. went to the sc room after that. crapped with the sce 3s. they're a lively bunch of people. hahakz. seriously. crap here crap there. it was nice for a change, thinking about other stuffs besides studies.
well yeah. found out some things. i guess i was too foolish. yeah. i was. eeaargh =/

okey.. to tell the truth. i totally forgot that results will be out today. really. until my friend reminded me. then, "my gosh! its today! ahh!!!". i began to panic.
had some ingenious idea to bluff the teacher go tell her that wan go toilet then sneak off at 10 to go see results. but some clever ppl had the same thoughts and they asked the teacher first. but... the teacher knew. ahaha. so was not allowed to leave early. was allowed to go down at 10. but the results were not posted yet. thanks to syarah's 'best friend', we were shoo-ed back to class. idiot. nvr did like him.
recess came. saw the results. stupid me, saw the wrong column. tot i got an A1. freak. was happy throughout the whole recess. until afr sch den i still couldnt believe. so went to check again. guess what i found out? was looking at the wrong marks. so actually, i got a freaking A2!! and distinction for the oral. haiz. was very disappointed. an A2?? what the heck. still unsure whether to retake or not. is it worth it?

aniwae derek = happy birthday in advance!!! hahakz. hope u like the monkey =)

results will be out tomorrow. feeling very nervous. just hope i can get an A. dont want to take again at the end of the year. no more mood to do malay. haiz...

ahh. back from the much awaited movie. wasnt at all that bad. went for the 2 pm, at yishun. ahh i just love the actor. hehe. enjoyed it thoroughly. hahakz.
national day... was kindda boring. they tried to bring up the spirit, but apparently not many were in the mood although they did wear red.
the handball match was superb. ahh. could really see the enthuness of the sec 2s. it was great. if only everyone was that enthu, wow. it'll be nice =)

im sorry
for everything

having a bad headache right now. haiz. hvnt even finished studying for the bio test. which i think is tomorrow. i think. hahakz. if not then i guess syarah will kill me. coz i told her its tomorrow.
anyway, recieved the pics we took on friday. ahh. looking through them, i feel very sad. but no matter what, life still goes on. you guys are the best bunch of friends anyone can ever ask for. so, thanks for all that you've done =)

having a wierd fuzzy feeling about something. i mean, why issit wierd? you guys know each other. the more the merrier right? but there seems to be something amiss. i know there is. mayb its what i think it is. or then again mayb its not. somethings wrong with your tone.. if only i can figure it out...

10th february till 4th august...
stepped down today. suppose to be a solemn ceremony? ahaha. made a mistake when collecting the cert. hahakz. was holding it in my right hand then the others are holding on their left hand. okeey. that'll look wierd.
then came chem practicals. it sucks. didnt help that i hate chem. eewww. so yeah, it'll be amazing if i managed to pass. ahh
looked forward to the party afr school. in the sc room. before that was feeling rather down coz ppl ard me were all crying/angry/sad and stuffs. so yeah. wasnt really in a gd mood.
the food was okey. i wanna thank the peeps who gave me the cards and all. really appreaciate it. gonna miss working together with you guys.
highlight of the day: the food fight. ahaha. wasnt really involved at first. but then hearing the commotion outside the sc room, i just had to step out. and... got attacked. eee.
wasting food. but it was fun lah.
nvr really realised that the endings of everything are when things get the most fun and most interesting =)
and yeah.. we both confessed. during a most unlikely timing. hahakz. when i had just finished crying. so yeah. hope things will be good afr this. lets just see how thing's go... and maybe.... just maybe

aniwae... i'll like to thank these ppl:
` farhanah, for the and the lolli. n yes, i promise i wont disturb u abt him. nyahaha. unless i feel llike it lah ah. =)
` shaun, for the sweet sweet note/card haha. seriously. thanks for everything you've done. will nvr forget ya=)
`shah and galvin. thanks for the sweet bear. so cute=) blue colour summore.hehe. love ya guys
`weiee. really enjoyed the fun times we've had together. keep on smiling angel=)
`susi. will nvr forget ya. all the times we've spent together since last year.. thanks for always being there..
`yr. ahhh. can nvr express all my gratitude for you in words. thanks for Everything!! =)

yess!!!
finally found sumone to go watch movie with me. yea!
ahaha. planning to watch next tues. coz celebrating national day so released early; i hope. yay. watching lake house. =)
i just hope there wouldnt be any classes on that day. and i hope he wont cancle it last min. ahh.

had the sc training just now. ahh. felt really happy to see all working together. although come from diff cca. those who were alreadi in sc were showing gd leadership skills, so did the rest. confident that this batch will do the school proud. really felt a pang of sadness when i think of leaving everything behind; the dear friends ive made in sc, the room, the times we've spent together, the fights we've had. the fun and laughter.. everything. nvrmind. still have time till this friday to enjoy things =)
feeling abit wierd these two days. mayb its because what u told me; its making me feel uncomfortable whenever i see u ard. or mayb its just me. and that im thinking too much.
aniwae, i just feel like keeping to myself and not talking much. yeah. thats it.
having maths paper 2 tomorrow. i better do well. didnt do so well the 1st paper , haiz got exactly an A2. eee aiming for A1!!!

`really gonna miss ya guys