wohooo!!
go lions!!!!
hahakz. referring to the spore - thailand match. its the finals and spore is leading 1 - 0 in the first half. weee. gooooo singaporee =) haha. jiayous!!!
okay. enough about soccer. heeee
so much for initial plans to wake up at 3.30 today. was damn tired after reaching home yesterday that i didnt touch the notes and slept early. i seem to recall that the alarm did rang but i turned it off. haha. ended up not doing maths.
oh mann. apparently the thailands just scored a goal. and now, its a tie -.- noooo. spore must win!! agghhh
econs test today. wohoo. haha.. i seem to be cheering alot today. hehs.
crappy day sia. im not sure what made it so tiring. but it was. haiz. imagine econs lecture early inn the morning. and to top it off, the auditorium was freezing cold. ahhhh
ohh and yeah, apparently yesterday alot of things were said unintentionally. haha. and it just caused the whole lot of us to burst out laughing. again. hahakz. this time, it had all to do with 'temptation' wahaha. i just couldnt help it. the whole situation was simply hilarious.
and im beginning to think..
was i speaking too soft until he couldnt even hear what i was saying. cause numerous times i find myself talking to the wall. but if he thought i was talking to another person, i was looking at him. so who else could i have been talking to?? ahh. the weird thing about all this is that when im talking to him, he never replies. but when i wasnt intentionally even talking to him, he gives me that look of his and replies me. wahaha. was just tempted to burst out laughing and correct him. but.. have been laughing too much in his presence. must control. haha
i shall stop talking about him right now. before i start grinning like an idiot and start laughing in bro's presence who would then think im going nuts.
shall go study maths
=(

imagine starting out the day, stuck in the library for 3 whole hours. its freaking cold and freaking bored. but still, it beats being stuck in the lt doing the test. wahaha. and so, i shall stop complaining. hee =)
and talking about tests. i failed my gp paper. gosh. it was so terrible. ms gp said not to be too devastated cause we havent touched any eng things in a month or so. but still. haiz. and i got a egg for summary. sheesh. its that bad. its soooo baddd
had additional choir practice today-the arcapella group. singing 'in the still of the night' next wednesday. or i think its next wed. -.- apparently there are only 2 jc 1 sopranos and 3 jc 1 altos. dotz..... its a fairly small group. and i think i'll have to learn how to read notes. helpppp
ended ard 6; which was surprisingly early. headed to canteen to wait for hazel. then saw someone coming toward the canteen. he had training or something i guess. surprisingly when he was heading back towards the court, he noticed me and actually acknowledged my presence. whoa. was kindda shocked cause all this while he never did wave nor even smiled when we pass by in school. surprised, i waved back. hahakz. was still in shock when we all went to eat just now.

okeyy
ive got nothing left to say
besides the fact that i still have gp research to do
and study for maths
and also econs
ohh myyy
=)

having second thoughts about taking h2 econs. true, i can cope with the lectures. whatever is being said and what is on the notes i can understand. or at least, i think i can understand. but when it comes to answering questions and tutorials, i find myself blank. it doesnt help either that the tutorial teacher is such a bore. sheesh. she is soooo slow. and keep on nagging when we didnt do some questions. hellooo. we dont know how to do. i thought that was the reason for tutorials - asking questions which u dont know. if you know everything, then whats the use of tutorials?
oh well. and theres this super irritating guy. in the beginning it was simply hilarious, the way he brings himself. but after awhile, it just gets super irritating. oh. get a life will ya.
it has been one week being in the new class. trying to remember all their names is hard. haha. but i'll try hard =) afterall, i'll be with them until jae. oh yeah, talking about jae, found out from sim ying that the results will be out on 26th feb. at least, that was what was written on the school calender the excos got.. something like what we got last year. haiz. so much for the spreading rumours that it'll be out on the 9th -.- now, we'll have to wait longer than 2 weeks. and it now means that it'll be after the cvd. ahhhh
the whole bunch of us went back to ai on wednesday. haha. went to np for dinner then headed to school for the barbeque. heard that there were quite a number of casualties -.- the best part of the day was meeting with all the ai peeps!! yeahh
the whole ai-ians at yjc met up at 5 and we headed to ai for the campfire. was excited cause the initial plan was to have a real campfire. unfortunately, it was cancelled and held in the hall instead.-.- those who came back included joanna, shirlyn, shaun, hajar, zining. haha. being part of the 'alumni', i guess we were the noisiest at the back of the hall. haha. the sec 4s soon joined us, including some trackers. cheered and cheered, sang and sang. it wasnt that great, the campfire, but it was the fact of everyone i knew being there and enjoying ourselves being crazy. that was what made it memorable. it ended around 9 plus. did one last ai banja with the rest before rushing off. haha. felt guilty for making him wait for me for so long. sorryyy.
quite a number stayed over that night. and from what i heard, a few mugged the maths tutorials early in the morning. hahakz. it all resulted in a friend ponning school on fri and the rest going through the day sleepy-eyed. ahaha.
for the first time ever, the history teacher didnt turn up. wee. the whole class was cheering. after 1/2 hour, we all left the class. =)
im bored. wish i had gone with the rest on the outing today. awww. i miss the excos =(
i think im going crazy. for the first time yesterday;
i was still hungry although i had just finished my student meal rendang at bk. and before that, i had eaten 3 nuggets before choir practice. hehe
i suddenly had an urge to go shopping.. wahaha. i mentioned it to the rest after dinner yesterday and they were staring at me. haha. i know i know. i hate shopping but i just donno why i had that urge. hehe

phew. tiring day(?) actually the lectures werent that bad. come to think of it, had NO lectures today, only tutorials. And that what was supposed to be maths was replaced by physics/bio. and so, had another free 1hr. what the hell.. was tired of free periods, for awhile that is. its so much fun-ner when being surrounded by friends, not alone stuck in the freaking cold library. *shivers* so much for even bringing a jacket. im boredd. not that i'll complain of free period when im freaking hungry. ahhh. i miss p23. though i enjoy p20. *winks*
we rock! we stone! kkk. lame. *rolls eyes*
kept on laughing the whole day. firstly it was just me and madhiah laughing. then it passed on to shu. ahahakz. i guess we were the noisiest during lep. haha. dont blame us, we were just trying to make the class more live-lier. it carried on till break and even till gp. was doing pairwork then i just had to glance to my left where nurul was sitting. we burst out laughing. even madhiah turned and we all laughed even harder. hahakz. dont ask me why we were even laughing in the first place. its just a contagious thing flying around today *big grins* even my 'gp partner', he was looking at us weirdly. nope, we're still fine. hehee
malay. sheesh. it damn pathetic. picture this: 5 utterly-bored-beyond-this-world stuck in a frweaking small classroom with a boring teacher droning on and on in the front. seriously, does he think we're paying attention? haha. with the slight drizzle, it was the perfect environment for sleeping. zzz. but hey, we're good students - we tried to stay awake.
it was basically a damn boring day. except for me laughing out of control most of the time, it was .. lemme repeat again.. BORING. then came pe. eeyeargh. ran 4 rounds around the track. the first 2 were okey. the 3rd and forth. ahhh. should run more. hee. so can train.
initially planned to meet up with him. so went with jess to the foodcourt to wait. sheesh. waited close to half an hour. what the.. it was like so freaking loooong. he finally came, with ruzaini in tow -.- the four of us sat then gossip-ed abt alot of things. wahaha. it was quite fun i suppose. sim ying then joined us and again we crapped. i brought them to a 'wild-goose-chase' coz i thought of buying a notebook but then changed my mind after seeing what was available. haha. nvr mind. its exercise wadd. haha. actually no lah. they took the lift, leaving me behind with him to take the escalators -.-

seriously lah. i donno what to say. its like.. so damn so sl000w. the whole process is. sometimes, i feel like im watching this movie. and i just feel like shouting out - 'that should have happened already!!' i guess what pam and me discussed the other day was true. its like the 'before' feeling and the 'process' feeling is totally different. just now when walking i was thinking about the whole thing. i dont feel any thing special . argh

somehow. whenever i make plans to sit down and start doing some work, something will surely distract me. this morning it was maple. after that was my bed. haha. so much for taking a short nap =/ soon after, it was the colourless-and-dull-looking timetable. and so, i sat down and started colouring in the slots where i have lectures. hehe. but at least, its nicer to look at it now. =) i should really practice some discipline. haiz


and so, yesterday was the last day of being in p23. haha. but i guess im looking forward to being in the new class. it cant be all that bad. right?
im gonna miss the gp lessons. but im not gonna miss maths. wahaha.


found out what homework i had to do. and guess what? i have to do research. for gp. haiz. on some guy whom i have never heard of. i hate doing research. oh well, its not as though i have any other choice. and that reminds me; i need to find out more abt cold war. im beginning to rethink about taking history.


had choir yesterday. haha. luckily, didnt have to go through the audition. went straight to soprano. whoppee =) was kindda worried at first incase had to go to alto. 'learnt' this nice something-latin song. me and jess were next to one another and we were lost. haha. but the song was nice lah. having additional practice this coming mon. and so, wouldnt be able to turn up for green club. haha. im still wondering what made me even put in green club..


luckily mum didnt want to go to the ptd today. and speaking of today;

i hate changes. seriously. k fine. it has only been like what, a week since we formed our new classes. we've been through the cca open house, and the dragon boating as a class. heck, even the planning of the cvd, we did it as a class. though it wasnt exactly perfect, but still, we worked as a class. as much as we keep complaining about the teacher.. im really gonna miss everyone.

i guess, i'll start from the beginning. new timetables were distributed on tuesday, with effect from wed which was yesterday. and so, checked the timetable and discovered that there wasnt any slot for mt. so went to see the teacher, who referred me to the hod. i though it wasnt anything major, it was only the timetable. didnt think much about it till today. saw the ct, told her about it. she brought me to the mt teacher who then referred me to another hod. oh well. headed to the office with a friend. met the hod in her office and she tried to help see if i could make it for other mly classes and still staying in p23. unfortunately, the timetables dont match, except for tomorrow. apparently by now, it was clear that the administratives messed up the wholething. they overlooked me. how is that even possible, i have no idea; i thought they were supposed to be used to doing these things every year. but anyways, the hod said that it aws weird that i was even placed in that class in the first place. according to her, the class was filled with those taking h1 cl and i was the only one taking h1 ml. seeing that the timetables couldnt possibly be changed at this time, just to accomodate ml lessons (which wasnt my fault!!).. there wasnt any other choice but for me to move to another class. what the #$!@! . was so shocked when she said that. kindda sad lah. its like, have known these guys then suddenly have to make new friends, in a new class. and i wont be seeing famaliar faces. and after all the planning and the scoldings for losing the cvd form (which again wasnt my fault), im gonna have to leave my position as the ct rep. argh. i know i was complaining in the previous post, but really, now that i think about it, having such a position isnt all that bad. and now that im joining a new class, i'll have no choice but to listen to a whole new committee which i have not even met. argh. this whole thing just sux.

i hope i'll get good results for the 0 lvls. and hopefully be placed in the same class as friend =) ohh please...

im beginning to hate being the ct rep. i hate being infront of the class. i hate addressing the class. i hate organising things. argh. its bad enough not being able to reject the position. but oh well. its only for 3 mths or so.
heard that results will be out on the 6th Feb. ohhh. diedie. im scared. shittyyy
malay class was fun. haha. was kindda scared cause i was the only malay in my class. so headed to the classroom feeling damn nervous since the others i know were in other timeslots. was amazed to find 9 people in total. and only 2 were guys. was staying in the class for ages when finally someone mentioned that the teacher was waiting downstairs. and we had been waiting for 15 mins in class. sheesh. headed downstairs and found the teacher. one thing abt this class, we were laughing like nobody's business. haha. one guy kept cracking jokes. it aws kindda fun lah, so much difference from mly class back in ai. there was some commotion abt me and another girl - apparently they though we both were twins. hahakz. yeah rite. we dont even looked alike. but we kept laughing lah.
got the timetable. and found out that mine had no mention about malay lessons. i guess its because im the only non-chinese in my class. then i was like so blurr, trying to look for the malay lesson. i guess, they forgot that i was in that class, which was why there was no mention about h1 ml -.- looked through timetables with the girl next to me. and found out that my mly classes were different from hers. awww. and i was just warming up to this class =(
checked with my friend who was in my subhouse. and discovered that her mly class was also of different timing. -.-
im lost.

was praying so hard for heavy rain this morning. but unfortunately, my wish never came true. woke up early just to find that i could have slept on since was only required to attend sch by 1145.. and i woke up at 5 -.-
received a msg while was on the way to sch. apparently a friend saw vcs. haiz. and i havent even reached school. oh well. was waiting for the bus when this old chinese guy came towards me. he was asking for $2. and wouldnt budge until i gave it to him. sheesh. irritating. told mum and i got a scolding from her. according to her, he was crazy and would ask for money again if he sees me. scary. i now wish i hadnt been so nice to give him that money.
found out that i was posted to choir, 1st cca. no surprise there, as the teacher had clearly stated that we would be in. surprisingly, was also posted to green club as my second cca. wdh. i was just joking when i put that down. but oh well. checked out the days and discovered that choir and green club both clash; they are both on wed. wahaha. i guess will be putting choir first since it is the first cca. and if i get kicked out from green club for not attending.. what can i say. wee =)
had the dragon boating today. was okey i guess. kindda boring. so much for it being a race, it was more of a splashing kind of thing. we all got drenched, thanks to the other groups. and our instructor did nothing to help us defend ourselves. instead, he splashed water on us. sheesh.
and my new shoes got wet. haiz. should have listened to mum and wore the old shoes.

im bored

what the hell. seriously
they seriously expect me to remember whatever i did. what the hell. k fine. just like what i wrote in the previous post, i was in a bad mood when they found me downstairs. and so, u dont expect me to be in a rational mood right?? what the..
as to why i wasnt exactly in the best of moods, i dont think i have to do any explainations here. and so, when they saw me, it was only the four of us wanting to go. then i saw zeena and cass and so, if i remember correctly, i asked them to go join us. perhaps i said some things (hurtful i suppose, since the other two wont even TALK to me now. wdh) but it was all in the spite of anger. i just wanted to leave before seeing him.
and so. it all happened YESTERDAY. and its clearly stated in both of your personal msges that i DID something. or to be more precise, SAID something. but i really cant recall what i did because, as i have repeatedly said, i was angry and people who say things when they are angry normally dont recall what they said.
being the blur sotong i am, i have been asking these two for the reason why they are angry at me. and i have been asking the same question for the past 1 HR. and still no one is telling me a straight answer. one is telling me to forget it, while apparently it never registered to him how i was to forget everything when the other person simply wont let me forget. as for the other person, i was supposed to go read his blog and find out for myself why they are angry at me. but wdh, he wrote NOTHING abt it in his blog because he clearly stated there that he didnt want to talk abt it in there. and so im still stuck in the middle with two people i used to be close with. they keep saying that i did something wrong. then just get it over and done with by telling me what i ACTUALLY SAID. shessh
this is just pissing me off. BIG TIME!!!
they are angry that i said he most prob didnt want to go join the both of THem for dinner. its true wad. he was initially busy. and besides, i think he would be most uncomfortable being ard two people he did even know. wads wrong with me saying that he wouldnt want to go with the both of u????

i shall never ever ever take the 859 bus to school again. never. firstly, its beacause it takes such a freaking long time to arrive (so much for coming at 10 mins intervals). secondly, it goes through a freakingly long route. unfortunately it was raining heavily, and was too lazy to walk all the way and so had no choice to take the 859 bus. despite the covered walkways, i still reached school with my socks drenched. eeewww.


being a goondu i was, i wrote down all the post i had in sec sch; the choir and sc. i didnt know that the ct was gonna use that as a reference in choosing the class committee. and unfortunately, was appointed the ct rep. ohh my. that is simply so not my choice. haiz. and the first major job is.. to plan the class booth for values day this coming 10 feb.


lectures came and gone. was bored during the 1 1/2hr wait to leave school. when 1.30pm finally came, it was raining heavily. haaizz. the whole bunch of ai-ians headed to the 812 bus stop. and my shoes were making squishy-squashy noises -.-


the cca openhouse was okey i guess. saw alot of graduates. shaun, mayor, hajar, shaam, jason, and alot lah. there was a large group of yjc-ians and njc-ians. hehe.


went walking around. and i saw him. weee. k lah. he looked damn smart lah. haha. too bad he doesnt know my blog add and so cannot see this. haha. the rest were teasing me -.-
planned to go eat with the choir peeps. then went down awhile to take a few pictures with him. a friend was being a pain and i couldnt take it so i shouted at him. and im now feeling guilty. sheesh. should control my temper abit. haiz.


somethings happened. then i lost my mood. then when the others came down, i guess i was being a stock market again. haiz. i just couldnt help it. i know i shouldnt be feeling that way and that i should trust that nothing will happen. but i just felt insecure. sheesh. i guess the expression told others that i wasnt exactly in a gd mood. the dinner was cancelled and so i stood with a friend while waiting for the rain to settle(?) down. told her almost everything then decided to ask him if he was free. when he said he was busy, me and friend left for np.


then in bus, he called and we decided to meet up. yippee =)
went for dinner. talked and talked. and somehow my previous insecurities were forgotten. for awhile that is. hehe.


headed back home alone since he had to meet up with his parents who were in that area. that gave me a chance to think over what i really want. and i really want this to work out =D

T0day..

lecture started today. had econs early in the morning. and somehow, the lecturer somehow reminded me of a teacher back in secondary school. wahaha. it was held in the auditorium and by the end of the lecture, left the room freezing cold. when sitting down in the canteen and comparing notes with a friend, i realised that i didnt jot down much while she had pen-ed down every single thing the teacher said. and that made me feel .. inefficient somehow. sheesh


after maths, had 3 whole hours while waiting for lit to start =/. was bored to death.
stayed in the canteen (we were hoping to get a glimpse of vcs but we didnt manage to. wahaha. it was hilarious) while waiting. lit was kindda fun i suppose. the teacher, however strict he seemed, appeared to be fun. so, i guess im looking forward to the next lecture =D a lot of people turned up for the lesson. and i suddenly remembered the small group of us, 12, during lit lessons in ai. ahh. how i miss those days. where we only had 1 text instead of 5...


and that reminds me, i havent done the maths hw. haiz. and 3 hrs straight lectures tomorrow without any breaks. oh myyy




yay. cca open house tomorrow =D

and so.. today was the last day of orientation. sad =(
i shall miss all those in A5..
-> angie, kayathiri, victoria, sutha, madhiah, nurul, dawn, cang yuan, cs, nicholas, kenley, weijie, joon kiat, wee chow. and also not forgetting our beloved ogls; nataline, vanessa, xinyi and also the other ogl guy who is always missing. haha.
though we've only known each other for like five schooling days, its gonna be weird no longer being in the same group. oh well, we'll still see each other during this 3 months.


played two major games today.
first was CSI; though it seemed like our grp had no logic. wahaha. but we managed to solved the game. weee. and so, it was okey i guess.
Monopoly alive was much more better. hehe. went to school and graduated from sec sch, investing in oil. we were bored and initially wanted to go to jail so that we could play truth or dare. and so, we went up to the 'disco' and told the guy holding the mike that we were selling 'drugs'. wahh. and that immediately got the 'police officers' ' attention. whoom. we were finally in jail. hehe. but actually, it was more boring that we thought it was. after seeming like a decade just trying to land ourselves in jail, we soon wanted out. the whole thing was hilarious. even planned with A6 to go 'kidnap' four of the ogls including the 'police officer' but the time never came. and so, the idea was discarded. aww.


had a debriefing, then was released. managed to take a few group pictures since nataline brought along her cam and madhiah had her cam phone =D
dont have the pictures now, but will post them up when i get them


shall go watch csi later. tomorrows gonna be a looong day; choosing cca =/

and so, the day goes on. school is beginning to be more fun; i suppose its because of getting to know the others better. and, admiralty 5 simply rawks =D


we had the scouts camp thingy just now. quite fun i suppose, though i still prefer the amazing race. i now can remember the names =) yay. except for 1 guy lah, since he wasnt in school on wed and thurs i think. oh well. k lah, we did quite well, i must say. hehe. got teamspirit and all. i just hope we wont have to change subhouse, coz i love my subhouse!! =D


and ouch, my leg still aches. argh. so long sice fri. =( it hhurrrttsss

wohoo.
the last post was on 21st december. last month. last year.


and so. its now year 2007. time really flies. and soon, we'll be going bak to ai to get back our results. *shudders* im feeling damn nervous right now just thinking about it. i really really hope to be able to get 15 pts or so. and hopefully stay in yjc.


school started 5 days ago. on the 3rd of jan. surprisingly, quite a number of ai students turned up at yj. was in this particular og where the three ogls were all from ai. wahaha. we also got to know our subhouses. mostly games and all were played as a subhouse.


am in admiralty 5. got to know the other peeps; around 15 ppl in all plus 3 ogls. all are friendly =D
the first day wa kindda dry. alot complained of not wanting to come back the next day or so. but as thursday came and gone, it was kindda okey actually. im actually beginning to look forward to school.


had the singalongsession on thurs. sang the college song. it was quite nice. and the three guys who sang it on stage, they were wow =)
had the amazing race on fri. it was fun. through it got to know the rest better. haha. though im having a remainder from the race; my legs are aching =/ and it hurts. ouch


and oh yeah. i changed the blog add. and i didnt inform the rest. wahaha.


and i finally met up with him on thurs. phew. after a million years. actually no lah. only 2 months. hehe. ate then went back home. aww. wont be able to meet up again due to busy schedules. but hopefully will see him next fri cause there's the cca open house. wee.


yay. i think im gonna join choir again =D for the syf