i think i think i think. theres something wrong with me. seriously. feeling so freaking tired these days. and ive got panda eyes??? gosh. no, i sleep early okies, just so that i wouldnt get them. but for some unknown reason, i have them rite now. oh nooo. and a friend commented just now that i looked damn tired. haizzzz.
and so, its like after 10 days after the last post that im finally able to connect to the internet. buttt... feeling to lazy to update on whats going on rite now. and so yeahs, shall wait till the weekends =)
till then...
i still hvnt done my gp essay
i still hvnt studied for the maths test on fri
i still hvnt done the econs essays but then again, who's doing it anyways
im still waiting for dad to get back home with my fish and chips
im waiting to get the ogl camp schedule so that i can prepare
and..

haiz. i wanna go sleep =/

ahh. been trying to blog for the past few days. but internet connection has been down (as usual) *rolls eyes*
oh well. lemme just rewind back to what happened from thursday onwards. wee. haha, oh yeah. since our class was ahead of others in lit, we were allowed to bring our work to the canteen provided that we had to pass up the work on that day. haha. but as usual, we got distracted (more likely i got distracted by a certain someone =D ) and nvr finished our work. haha. headed of for econs which was utterly BORING. haha. i think im dropping the subj. history was fun since he nvr come. haha. and so me and farah spent the remaining time in the canteen annalysing. hee. she's fun lah.. miss her in mly classes. =/ had the meeting after school, and to our horror, there only ard 6 people left to plan the whole orientation. shessh. at first it was me and lynnette up for the post of head of games. then i changed and became assis. head. wahaha. the whole organising com seems pretty fun and i hope we'll be able to work together and make this pae orientation a SUCCESS =)
slept pretty late, since was doing the schedule but it wasnt that bad as i got a timetable template from yr. and was also doing up the contact list. which seemed pretty empty with only the 8 or so names on it =/
fri was x-country. haha. me and mad were practically walking the whole 3.2km. oh well. it wasnt a competition wad. headed of to parkway parade after the whole thing with mad, syu and the pther ai-ians. haha. im in love with the mph!! so many books i was tempted to buy. but only had twenty in my wallet =/ headed off to this place and bought 3 earrings for $5 but as soon as i got home, i discovered one of it was broken. sheesh.
sat was fun. mum woke me up saying that we were to buy paint for my room. yippee!! haha. been wanting to paint my room since last year before i went off to jakarta. hehe. got to the shop and chose this blue turquoise paint. wee. i love blue =) coundnt wait and as soon as got home, packed some stuffs and started painting with help form dad and mum. rearranged the furniture and by 6, we wee done ith the whole room. yippee. im so damn proud of my work. haha. 1 room in one day. more like half-a-day. syu called while i was painting. told her i was painting my room and she was laughing at me. hahaha
borrow these 3 book for the history hw. anne frank, making friends with hitler and someother book having to do with stalin. the books are thick and i only have until wed to finish reading them all. right now, im only halfway through anne frank. the book's not that bad i suppose. ?? haha. im just tempted to doze off right now. feeling so sleepy.

and to all those celebrating cny today,

happy valentines day!!!
wahahaha. im in no mood. for vday i mean. hahah. firstly, there was choir. gosh. on vday??? no wonder not many turned up. hehehe.
and oh yeah. carried out the mission just now. was so confident yesterday that he wouldnt misunderstand. but then when i think back, i was pretty scared suddenly that he would think it WAS me. since, it WAS my handwriting and we DID do gp together unless he doesnt even recognise my handwriting. and, i WAS the one who gave it too him. but oh well. i think he's too blurr a person to even guess who gave him that. oh well. a cute blurr sotong he is.
sheesh. diyanah. get him out of your mind. woots
okays. im back in my original state of mind =)
headed to np after choir and met up with ms ong. wee. so long nvr see her. den me, jess and ms ong talked about choir. haha. yays. joing ai choir alumni =) and high chance of going overseas this year. weee. so fun!!
and oh yeah. accidentally met up with him at np just now. outside bk. at first when he pulled me aside i thought he wanted to scold me or something - since i said i had choir and wouldnt b able to meet up with him but i went np -.-. haha. but. he didnt lah. he's nice wad. hehe. was like wishing me happy valentines day and all. aww so sweet. actually he planned to take me out to swensons but being the 'good' person i am, i had to go for choir. sheesh. i seriously felt so guilty at that point of time. but then we agreed to exchange our gifts on another day. then wei gen came up with wei ee's flower and gave it to him. then he gave it to me. wahh. i was like so embarressed at that time cause all the rest - those going for meeting and his friends were all laughing. ahh. i paisey lah. i cannot stand when so many people watching..and i'll turn red. quickly thanked him and then went into ljs. inside, shaun was like scolding me. haish.
headed to chong pand to get passport-size pictures then ruz scolded me. for another reason. somehow, i kept kena scolding today. and its both scolded by guys. ahh.
im tired. i just wanna go sleep. and not go school tomorrow.
but, i have to go. have my own responsibilities. having meeting tomorrow. i guess, i'll just take up admin work, thats what im always doing anyway. or perhaps take up the secretary job. i dont mind. gosh. im so tired.


ahh. i wish i had gone out with him instead =(

went asking around the rest about the interview tomorrow. apparently someone msg-ed my old phone no and said that i was to go for the 2nd interview tomorrow at 4.30. then i thought it was just a joke or something since no one else i asked had to go for the interview. so my friend called the number and.. guess what. it WAS true. and i guess i'll go for the interview tomorrow at 5 instead of 4.30 after pe. haiz. so sweaty and all.
oh and it was after a while that i realise that i wont be able to meet up with him like what we had planned. cause i had to go for the interview wad. and i was already coming late and it would seem rude of me to request that i wanted to go early. and so with reluctance i had to go msged him saying that i wouldnt be able to meet up with him after all. i even explained that it was an INTERVIEW and i couldnt just anyhow NOT go. i expected him to understand lah - since he also know about all this sort of things. then his reply wasnt at all undersatnding. what the hell man. u could have at least sounded understanding rite??. it wasnt my choice that i had an interview on ur special day. infact, im feeling freaking confused and nervous over this interview thingy. the least you could have done was to be nice, and not sacarstic. sheesh. you just turned my day upside down. eeeeaaarrrggghh. thanks a lot - NOT !!

fri was a big dissappointment lah. full stop. firstly had plans to go sch to help up with the cvd. came at 11.10 but the other person only came at around 12.30. sheesh. left and met up with punitha before heading to ai. was actually expecting to get 15 points or so. got the result slip and i was looking at it. first thing that came to my mind wasnt the points. i was staring at the grades - i actually passed my physics and still failed my chem but did better then ever before. wahahah. was like so happy for that. sat down and started counting. counted 19. sheesh. was like so disappointed. i guess it ws because it was already stuck in my head that i was to get 15 points or so. it didnt register to my mind that just the day before i was saying that i would be happy as long as i get 20 pts or below. and so. just sat there and made some calls. ahh. was veryvery dissappointed about the combined humans, eng and bio. haiz. so much for lit. it was like so.. bad. and english; argh.. got a 4 for that. was happy with my amaths though. haha. its my second time in 2 years passing it. and i got a 3. weee. hahah. but i still felt guilty for not able to make my parents proud of me. im sorry mum and dad. i did my best but it just wasnt good enough. im sorry

cvd was yesterday. headed to school at around 9.30. a few were already there, doing up the haunted mansion. hahaha. soon got to work. fixing up the garbage bags. god-knows-how many time we had to buy more masking tapes. by 12 we were thoroughly tired. i was tired of climbing up and down fixing the trash bags from the ceilings. hahah. while waiting for more trash bags, we snuck off to the next room to eat the sushi. wahahaha. it was fun lah. made a mistake in speaking and the rest kept on teasing me. hahaha. was embarressed but they were fun lah.continued soon after. tension was in the air as the guys were working so slow.... some went off to buy food and came back late. as for the girls, we were busy finishing up the mansion. and oh yeah, i spray painted the front door. hehe. felt so proud of my work. wee.



mad, nurul n mee =)


my masterpiece. wee

look at all the garbage after we were done. hehe

remaining = gabriel, james, jamie, vivian, shirley, me and mad

wokays. im done for the day =)

its confirmed. that its out on friday. This friday. at 2.30 pm. in the school hall. damn. im getting all nervous already. oh noo. i juts wish im able to saty in yj. and hopefully be in the same class as someone i know, preferably someone frm p20 i hope. or mayb from a5 =)
so much happened these few days since i last blogged. basically, im in love, with the class. haha. with crappy people around me everytime, its hard not to like the class. the girls constantly make me laugh while the guys amuse me with their childish antics about .. captain planet, pokemon, and even today, they were singing the power rangers theme song. haha. i'll never trade places with anyone. i cant believe i was having doubts in the first place about coming to this class. hahaha
played frisbee for pe today. and yippee. no running =) i guess its because in we were used to playing frisbee in sec 3 and so the game wasnt relatively new to us. had fun. though it would be better if i had more stamina. haiz. oh well. we won !! go red . yeahhhh
was holding on to the cam throughout the whole time after pe. took some pictures with the rest. then had a fun time simply taking random shots. im quiet happy with the work i did. haha. though one particular shot, i didnt intend to take it. it was accidental. haha. i didnt realise that the whole thing was suppose to be a secret lah. then a classmate came up to me and looked through the shots i took. then i suddenly realised (too late) what the shot would imply. she suddnely turned to me and gave me this wide knowing smile. haha. i was like so shocked that i ran around the seats, getting away from her. i kept saying that it wasnt what she thought and that it wasnt me. was about to say who but then a friend was giving me this pleading look which i just couldnt ignore. and so, i didnt say out who it was. oh well. and so the classmate thinks that im the one whos crazy over him
oh weeellll

woo. just looked through the sotd at blogskins. and im just tempted to go change this template. ahh. but noooo. must stick with this one. too lazy to go change everything. haha. so i shall just tempt myself by only looking and nothing more. hee
so much for the maths test. so shitty. the assembly was fun - the part where they presented the powerpoint on the cambodia trip. im so tempted to go there and experience the whole thing. it sounded so much fun. the assembly which was supposed to be until 8.30 was literally dragged till close to 10.10. sheesh. but the good thing was that we missed the econs lecture. the bad thing.. theres econs tutorials tomorrow. and its screaming out B.O.R.I.N.G!!
the maths test which was later done in the tutorials, it was .. erm.. bad. i STUDIED and yet, i was only confident of the induction question. and also i wasnt sure about the following question. how pathetic is that?? mann. i think, im gonna have to continue tuition soon.
the interview was. eeyer. so much for 5 till 5.30. was there at 5 but was only called upon at 6 plus. what the... though it was in a group, it didnt do much to help sooth my nervousness. i soo want the ogl thingy so much.