im officially bored. was looking through friendster's bulletin and decided to do some of the surveys. =)



Do you prefer to sleep or talk to afriend when it gets boring in class?- talk!! at least its more interesting =)).
Do you wave hi with a smile or a serious face?- smilies =)).
One thing that you like about yourhouse?- my room
The last time you cried, is it becauseof someone?- cant recall =/ i think so
Chocolate ice cream or chocolate bar?- Chocolate Ice Cream!!
What's the good thing about schooling?- friends =))
Which part of your body is itchy andaching now?- erm none?
Worms or cockroaches?- eewww. none
Yawn with your eyes open or closed?- i dont really notice
If you can have a choice, would youprefer to be friends or attached withsomeone you love now?- friends first lah
In one word, describe your day:- tiriing
What website(s) have you opened?- blogger. friendster
You listen to music when you..- are bored
What song are you listening to now?- silence
The latest news you've received?- investiture coming!!
Last clothing item you bought?- so long ago how to rmbr??
Name 5 things you have around you:- com, hp, teddy bear, teevee, food =))
What can't you live without?- com, hp?
Who can't you live without?- Family& Friends =))
State the date, day and time at thismoment:- 23rd May 2007, wed @ 10.03pm
What do people think when they firstmeet you?- donno. nvr asked
What color is your hair?- Black
What was the last book you bought?- erm. does the maths tys count?
Do you like reading books?- yay =))
Do you like answering surveys?- only if im bored like NOW
Last thing you did?- tee vee
Two things that people don't know about you?- im super crazy? haha. no lah. they already know that. what they dont noe.. i don noe.. =))
Are you a frequent user of myspace?- nope
COMPLETE THESE SENTENCES
I like it when...- i have something to do
I love it when...- im surrounded by ppl i love =))
He knows I...- hmm.. eh wait.hu's the he referring to? =))




went back to school today.. met up with the teacher. argh. investiture!!!
oh well. waited for jinyu since we were suppose to go through the planning with her. before that, jason's maggie mee got stuck. wahaha =)) funny sia


and oh yeah. mr teacher pulled me aside just now. now i know why. apparently my grades is making everything bleak for me. sheesh. was telling him that i was getting help from my fren. he told me to think over it and tell him my decision by tonight. haiz. i just dont know =//

and oh yeah. mum just said that she'll accompany me to cut my hair 2mrw =)) and then i'll be stuck in sch doing pw =(


i hope they get back form obs soon =/
i cant wait for the immersion trip next week =))

went to school today - for the meeting where only 4 ppl turned up. after that met up with some other choir peeps. they met up earlier for lunch but since i was already in school, we just met in the audi. and so, the whole group of us - marcus, jingda, sudi, charles, lynnette and me took up the first 2 rows. and the arcapella groups was.. =)) one of them was super super cute lahh. haha. nuts. sudi was disturbing me.. coz apparently according to him i was blushing. wahaha. awwww. that tenor guy was just soo ... aww =))


went for dinner after that. staying for almost 2 hours made me remember the times spent there with nats and gang. we chatted alot lah. enjoyable day actually. looking forward to the upcoming activities = ))


gonna meet up with them tomorrow. studying =)) yays. i really really wanna do well...

wohoo. this is like my 198th post. time really does fly...


i just realised that i hvnt blogged about the concert on friday. hmm. basically it went well. was trying hard to smile through and when i asked the rest, they said i kept on grinning throughout. haha. okeeyyy. it WAS kindda short though. haiz. only 6 songs in total. compared to other concerts.... oh well. it was a collaboration with the music students. ahh. my turn to do introduction, i was feeling so nervous lah. but i suppose it wasnt all that bad. =)) went back to lt4 during the intermission. ms yap was leaving and so all of us took turns to write a message for her. aww. i'll really really miss having her around. =/ then vanessa passed me a flower - was fron nataline who couldnt come due to her cca thingy. awww. i love my ogls. and i miss a5 =/
was sitting together with saigin and sarah at the top steps of the lt4. it was as though we were at the top of the hill, watching the rest scurring around, taking pictures. haha.


went back to the auditorium for the last time - singing 'home'. im happy to say that i truely enjoyed myself. im sure everyone felt for the songs. we were already moving to the wings of the stage when the audience shouted encore. haha. we made one big round and came out to the open and sang - the college song. wahaha. wei wen made an impromptu comment to invite ms yap on stage and roystonn presented the card to her. and the whole thing was finally over. was searching through the audience though i already knew he wasnt there. sighs.
had dinner with wei ee, lynnette, sudi and jingda. left early though.


yesterday had the aksara thingy. i think that the nlb is cool. haha. saw yuanliang leaving and felicia was entering. haha. i miss ai-ians =/
i wonder how the band concert went yesterday. i just realised that perhaps i could have dropped by school and see if i could get a ticket for myself. oh wells...


apparently going back to school tomorrow. gonna discuss the investiture for sc.
and now i need to do my work =/






i wanna watch spiderman

oh yeah. and i just read something in an ' aquaintance's ' blog. what the..
dont drag me into it. its over. and no matter what, it will never repeat itself. its HISTORY and so, please dont bring the matter up.








its surprising..
judging that i barely even know him
much more talk to him
and im already feeling this way
gosh



this is bad =/

FINALLY BLOGGER IS BACK!!! what the hell lah. after soo long =))


this past week has been fun i suppose =)) for one reason or another. wahaha. started out the week being damn hyper. was grinning from ear to ear at the traffic light and the rests were laughing at me. haha. shall not elaborate more on that =))


concerts this friday. and judging by todays rehearsal. gosh!!! no comments lah. but really, i think that standard has dropped. and syf was just last week. haiz. come on ppl, lets make this concert work shall we? was trying to memorise the introduction 15 mins before choir. k lah, wasnt all that bad, though i get mixed up with motion picture. i think i ended up saying picture motion. wahaha. nvr mind, shall do well for this concert. sahll do my very best. i just wish ... would turn up though. then again, i guess i hope not, or else i'll be damn nervous. hehe =))


i think, i shouldnt be too happy in the beginning of the week. else, i'll feel damn upset somewhere in the middle of the week. so yeah. with all the people around me feeling damn happy today, i just felt bad.
the day started out perfect. being able to see him and all. and yet, as the day progressed, a sense of moodiness fell over me. perhaps i was too ambitious? perhaps. i think that if i were to tell my mum of what im feeling right now, she would just laugh at me - scoffing at such a trivial thing. my dad would just retort that it is actually a good thing since they arent exactly supporting me in this area. they think its just a waste of previous time. previously, i would disagree upright. but now, i no longer know what to think. the first thing that came to my mind was sh!t. really really. then it came to me.. all the effort ive put in all this while was just a TOTAL waste of time. i began to regret everything - despite the effort ive put in all this while. was just about to burst out crying. and when someone said something to me just now, i was just tempted to scream out and shout. to some, it may not mean much. but to me, it was my greatest goal. i wanted to prove some particular people wrong - to prove that i CAN do it. but now, the chance is gone. and they shall go on saying that i could never have done such a thing and that im useless. it hurts to hear some people saying that i never did anything previously. it stings and i could almost hear voices mocking me as i recalled the events leading to this. neither does it help that im not able to try out in something else i really really would love. i asked again for the second time and the answer was still the same.


really.. i really feel like breaking down right now

okey. i hereby conclude that blogger is nuts. -.-

got the pics from wei ee ystr, the pics taken on syf. as promised, i shall upload them =)) though i want the table's pictures form jessica.
sc camp yesterday wasnt all that bad. except for a few moments.. but overall, im looking forward to working with these fun ppl =)) and yeah.. was running for the vice president post. hmm. i just hope all goes well.






as soon as we ended our performance, pictures time =)) me n lynnette




the swensons treat.. me n wei ee =))

waiting for audrey's food.. marcus, sudi, lynnette, me n wei ee. and of course royston in the background

i love the ambience =)) lynnette, me n wei ee =))

actually there are more pics, but im lazy to chose which ones to post. wahaha =))

i hope my wish does come true.. especially this one..

sheesh. im freaking bored. so told myself might as well blog now since ive nothing else better to do.

seems like i've not blogged about syf on tues. so yeah. luckily dad sent me to school, especially since i was being clumsy with the things i had to bring. in addition, there was campaigning to be done early that morning. so yeah. had practices that morning then breaked and changed. took pictures before we left school. reached vch.. waited so long for our turn. we did our best. well, i know i did my best. and im happy with what we've achieved. managed to 'feel' the music. and the audience was laughing at our set piece. yays =) so yeah. was abit disappointed in the results.. about getting bronze, but we did improve. we did learn and we've managed to gain more experiences. i think thats more important. though im not denying that getting a silver would have made the syf experience perfect, i just mean to say that it wasnt all too bad =))
the teachers treated us to swensons, as promised, after the release of results. the whole 50 odd of us walked to marina and we sure did kept the place lively. haha. took loads of pictures. shall post them up as soon as i get them =))
yesterday had to stand up stage for 5 mins plus while the students cast their votes. haha. holding the vanguard sheet, i was like laughing with shikeen. i just hope im in. actually im not sure. sheesh =/
supposed to go for maths trail tomorrow. but since there's choir, i wont be able to go with the team. feeling guilty for leaving them though. will be having the council camp right after choir. gosh. its gonna b a damn long and tiring day





where are youuuu

i seriously think blogger is screw-ed. really
shall blog another time

oh yeah.. i heard band got silver =))

Its just two days away. I really do hope we’ll do well. Plspls don’t let all the hard work we’ve put in all this while go to waste. Our precious time, not to mention the lovely teachers and also mr conductor.. they’ve made a lot of sacrifices. I really do hope we’ll do well.

There was actually practice today from 11 till 12 but unfortunately due to religious classes, I was not able to attend. I just hope I’ll be able to catch up tomorrow. And because tomorrow is the day before SYF, they’re letting us off early tomorrow. Phew. For the first time in ages, Monday ends at 7 =))

And I lost my wallet on Thursday. Went to np after choir, accompanied lynnette to by her shoes. Then went to buy my shoebag. Entered mac to get collarpin frm Jason and spotted a whole grp of ex ai-ians. And one of them was …… . =/ oh well. Rushed home just to find out that my wallet was missing. And there was close to $40 in there!!! Gosh. Was like crying when I couldn’t find it. It was suppose to be my allowance and also part of the money I saved up so hard to buy a bag. =((

Friday morning we had to go in pairs to classes to campaign. Luckily I was paired up with someone I know; Guodong!! Wahaha. Shikeen was paired up with Yupei. Well anyways, we had 10 mins to go to 2 classes. -.- the first class wasn’t that bad. The second one we went to… gosh. Really not enough time. Was answering their question midway when the bell rang (!!!). then the etacher was like asking us to go -.- gosh. So bad lah. Oh well, we have to go again tomorrow morning, and also during ct period. I just hope all goes well. Im feeling freaking nervous to go to that class =/

Saturday had choir. Second last practice (excluding today). Was suppose to meet up with lynnette and weiee at 8.30. and as usual, reached late. Haha. We took a slow walk to school to find that the Audi was not even open yet. Ahha. We practiced then during our break Mr. conductor showed us a video of other choirs. Wow. I really liked the choir from Indonesia. =)) the alumni had their own preview for us after that. And they sang flying free!!!! Gosh. I really love that song; it just reminds me of the old times =/
Had the costume ‘check’ and we went through the whole thing. Let’s just say that the top isn’t really that comfortable – coz its so itchy. Haha.

Went off for lunch at np with a whole grp of ppl. But we ended up sitting at far away. Haha. Nuts. I keep spending my money. Feeling guilty =(

Talking about food, the teachers have promised that they will be treating the whole choir for dinner after the results on Tuesday. Yays. They are just so nice.. first was the conductor’s treat.. now them =))

apparently there was some sort of an exhibition on the way. courtesy of wei ee =))

i love the view =)) taken from the esplanade library

you would never guess where we took this =) courtesy of sarah =))


Today was super fun. Again had choir. But that mr teo was really good. Taught us so much in just more than an hour. We only have ONE more week left. And the only way for us now is to go up. I hope we will all be able to remember what has been taught these past few days, and hopefully improve more. Having choir again tomorrow and mr conductor said he will be buying dinner for us =))

Im done posting for now. So shall get back to my work. Eargh =(