I think the work is haunting me. I've still yet to finish up the maths papers. And like what shikeen said, the solution sheet is just so tempting. Argh. Really really hope wont be called up tomorrow. Boo.
I think that they give much practice. But just not enough time. Ahh. Time management problem. And promos start next week!!


Just discovered that this coming monday is a holiday. And no, its not due to children's day. Nevertheless, its still a holiday. Yays. But gp and malay is set on the day after that. Ahh


I think that the incident is still haunting me. Boo. I think i did many silly stuffs but this was the worst. Recycling?? What the fish lahh. Haiz

Im beginning to think that think post is useless. Boo. Back to studying.

This shall be my last post till the 17th.
All the best to those sitting for promos. Jiayous ppl =))

Going back to school tomorrow. Hopefully will get into the mood of mugging. Really need to keep up the mood, especially since promos is around 10 days away. Ahh.
Got back various test results back. Super glad that im doing so much better. And i guess it gave me some sort of a motivation to do better. Haha. i just hope i pass today's integration test. Ahh.


The programme has been driving us nuts. We keep doing new things and yet the response is still the same. And im tired of always being scolded. Haish. Luckily we're taking a break from the whole thing - today was the last day but im not sure if they put it up already or not. NoOoO *screams and pulls hair* I dont need more stress. I think i have more than enough to cope with for now =/


Have been having these moodswings lately. Gahh. I just cant help it. I hate it when some people do certain things - i cant stand it. And poof, the next thing i know, im snapping. Sorry people.
=((


Madhiah drew for me this super cute pic, which due to some circumstances, shall not be put up here. Ahaha. but i was seriously chuckling to myself when i saw it. I see certain similarities. haha. Aww =))




I just came up with a conclusion. If you find me being extremely hyper = disturbing people (especially poor farah who had to put up with me disturbing her in the library today xD), dont bother asking why. hahaha =)).
Anndd, i want to change my placee =))

Today was productive. I likee =))
Still so much to do. Its like 2 more tutorials left for mon's test. And one whole chunk of integration. Ahh. I think it means sleeping late today. Boo


Puasa-ed with mad today. And we went ljs to break fast. Haha. met up with Ruz. Crapped. Walked at the pasar malam. And i want those specs. Unfortunately, they're pink. Gosh.


oh yeah. New word of the day ;
Jealous = Jellies

invented by madhiah while we were talking about the noisy mamak-look-alike-bird xD


I think i shall start a countdown, to remind me how precious time is. Bleargh


Oh yeahh. Got the confirmation already. yippee. Now we need the response =))
Annd, i hope he's going

I think i've really gone crazy. For some unknown reason, as soon as i stepped into the house, i started complaining to my brother. Complaining. Gosh. And all my life, i have Never done such a thing. Told him about the prom issue and the project work today. Talked and talked while he sat infront of the computer listening to me. Never in my life have i ever told him so much about what is happening in my life. And, never in his whole life has he ever sat there just listening to me. And he even sounded concerned. Haha.
This moment shall froever be embedded in my mind - the moment when i really appreciate him as my brother <3
Ahh. Enough of mushy stuffs.

Calculated the no. of hrs spent in school doing pw. And it just totals up to 8 freaking cold hrs. Oh my gosh. I'll be the happiest girl alive as soon as pw is no longer breathing down my neck. have other things to complain about but i shall be nice and not post them up here =))
And guess what. i finished up the referencing part and all. So actually, ive FINISHED everything. Felt super pleased with myself. THEN, the freaking com claimed that there wasnt enough free space. And i couldnt even save the freaking ahrd work. What the fish!! The com just hanged up on me. And the work couldnt be retrieved. I could have cried just there and then. All my hork wasted just in a moment. Really felt like screaming. Even though Shikeen, Madhiah and Cecilia tried hard to help me retrieve back the work, i couldnt take it cause I just know it was all gone. But thank you guys, really.

So yeah. So much for all the hrs spent in the library. Though we did go crazy in there, having teh whole room to ourselves. Which explains the crazy comments left behind by madhiah. Haha.


Went to break fast together with them. And we had fun chatting. Haha. Bonding session =))
And i just realised that we all had alot of stories. Wee.


Wah. Here comes the dreaded part. Redoing the lost work.
*moans*

Im beginning to wonder. Wasnt it clear enough?

It wouldn't have been so bad if the tone didnt sound so harsh. I felt like i was caught for doing something i wasnt suppose to do.

Thanks for putting me down yet again.


My day seemed to have taken a down-turn from here.


Thanks. For nothing

I think im getting freaked out over all the wrong issues

Yesterday was fun. The later part i mean, not the morning

Satisfied with work today. Unfortunately, it never seems to end. Shall have to come back another day this week








andd my heart skipped a beat =))

i know im wasting my time here. but i just need some time to rant of what is going on in my head.

i hate it when people speak like as if it doesnt affect others. HELLO! reality check. it does. the way they comment about it. gosh. i AM doing my job. and im trying freaking hard to do it right. i may not have the experience but hey, same like you, i really want it to go well. perhaps even more since i now feel that i have more to prove. and also perhaps because i know all the blame will go to me if it doesnt. so if u act like as if you're the only one who is worried about the whole thing, THINK AGAIN! acting, discussing, commenting as though im not there - for goodness sake, im not invisible. acting like i cant make my own decisions. i can and i think i should have. but the way you just ram me down, without even asking for my opinion or whatsoever. it just frustrates me. you make me feel like all my efforts are not even worth the time. you dont know what is happening and yet you act like a know-it-all. im getting sick and tired of the whole thing. i know it is my responsibilty and i am not going to give you the opportunity to put me down yet again. i am sick and tired of what you're doing.