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date: Sunday, February 24
time: 10:01 PM
I think I need a break =(
And no, I don’t want kit-kat
Crap
Lit lecture tomorrow
I need to do maths =((
I
hate vectors
Ohh. Saturday was fun
Though I felt rather intimidated.
I LOVE the school
The people are, wow
Once they opened their mouths
I could do nothing but just stare and listen
I’m motivated to be like them
yeaa rightbut seriously,
im glad to be able to participate
though it will mean research
and research
and more research
I think I want to be a mind reader
Like that police guy in heroes
I think I want to know what is going on in your mind
On second thoughts, I don’t want to be disappointed
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date: Thursday, February 21
time: 10:47 PM
I’m going to look like a panda bear soon. Wait, I shouldn’t complain.
Orientation started yesterday. Being one of the two JC2s who were excused form lessons for the whole duration of orientation, I was rather happy. That is, until I saw the large stack of homework awaiting me. 3 essays to be done by Monday, not to mention economics and math. I am so dead.
DAY 1
I came to school super early for the first time in JC life. Reached school around 6 and there were already a number of OGLS who were already there. Basically, did nothing much, given that I wasn’t attached to any OG. So basically wandered around, dropping by certain OGs =)
I’m too tired to blog in detail, will comment more after orientation. Which will most probable be on Saturday? Yeah
I want to dance. Really
I think they were all crazy and high, and that was the reason why they made absurd comments.
I seriously felt like slapping those two. Gosh, grow up will you? And keep your attitude in check for goodness sake.
Yes, feeling rather unhappy and angry with certain people. Nope, not the two in the previous two sentences. For goodness sake, what are we? Your life-jackets??
I wonder what will happen if we just didn’t bother and turn a blind eye to everything. But I didn’t want this to be a flop, like the previous project. I feel like ranting and shouting at these people. And yet, I know it will be of no use, nothing can be done to undo all that has been done. And even so, there would not be enough time to rectify the problem. So, I’ve decided to keep mum about the issues. Nevertheless, the rage is building up. I’m beginning to wonder, is it really our fault, or theirs? But, I’m positive that we did say a few words, and yet, nothing is done. I’m fed-up. *ROARS*
If it doesn’t go well tomorrow, I have nothing left to say, except that this whole thing has been a total disappointment. I never realized how much everything depends on tomorrow.
It seemed, just now, that there was so much left to be done. Right now I’m worried, if we’ve forgotten anything else.
I guess, the only thing that is making me amused right now, is that person who is making jokes about some particular issue I guess, he can really make me smile =))I’m tired =(
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date: Saturday, February 16
time: 8:34 PM
Guilty. Guilty. Guilty.
Im feeling guilty cause ive been skipping religious classes for god-knows-how long. Ahh. Cause there always seem to be exams and I cannot study during the weekdays and Saturdays are always busy. Thus, I end up studying on Sundays. I’m guilty cause my parents still have to pay the fees even though im absent. Ahh ;(
Sajak workshop today was rather fun. Since Cecilia and Haziq both didn’t turn up, I joined Madhiah’s group and we did GROUP WORK TODAY=)) its so much better than the previous 2 sessions ;) Feel kind of sad that we wont be sitting through her funny session. Im not complaining though. At least Saturdays will be free-ier now. Yays
Dropped by the OGL meeting again after the workshop. Orientation is next week. I seriously cannot wait for it to be OVER. Seriously. After yesterday’s PTD, I just feel like stepping down very very soon, but I’ll definitely miss the sc company :(
Finally the list is done- well not exactly. Still waiting for ONE MORE PERSON. And im getting super irritated. Gosh! PICK up your phone will you??
Sorry. Mood’s still the same as yesterday -.-
Im hoping that I can be strong enough to face her the next time, which will most probably be this Monday. Ahh.
Never mind, I shall just stand by what I believe in, and that I believe we are all doing our best at this time.TO JIEYING;
Im not sure if you’re reading this. But if you are, just wanna tell you that don’t worry over the issue. You have done a very good job all this while. I seriously admire you for all your dedication and hard work you’ve put in into the work you’ve done, especially when it comes to the band. Really, do not put yourself down. Cheer up! REMEMBER, I will always be here for you if you need someone to rant to :)
`we’re all in this together
CHEER UP!!
` Diy =))
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date: Friday, February 15
time: 10:42 PM
I shall be positive and only say nice things =))
I passed the math test! LOL. Surprisingly. But another one is coming up this coming Monday. *gasps* OMG. I’m still unsure about differential equations though. Ahh
Last sajak session tomorrow. YES! Whee =))
Parents came for the PTD awhile ago. Initially wanted to see the math and lit teacher but there were many parents, and since we didn’t want to wait, I brought them to see the Malay teacher first. It wasn’t all that bad I guess. Rather constructive comments =))
Was about to bring them away when I decided to bring them to go see the GP teacher. Commented and all, and decided to go back to the hall but again long queue. And so we left for dinner =))
Having the OGL meeting again tomorrow. Ahh.
Im feeling super lethargic right now. Fridays should be half day or something, since everyone comes to school looking even worse than a dead zombie. =(
ok crap
Ok, to tell the truth, I’m still feeling rather hurt, mad, disappointed and god-knows-what else. Guilt is running through my head. Guilt for not having done what is expected. Guilt for having her scold me that way. Hurt for she did not see what I have done, and concentrate not what I haven’t. Hurt that what she said could be so cutting. Hurt that I truly have spent a lot of time and effort in doing things well and yet she could just dismiss it. Hurt that she could just bring me down in a snap. Disappointed with myself for not being able to keep my emotions in check. Disappointed with myself for having done what I did just now.
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date: Tuesday, February 12
time: 9:25 PM
| What Diyanah Means |
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. |
Lol. Find this kind of humorous.
Sorry. Feeling abit crazy now, with work waiting to be done. Plus, its fun to disturb
some people on msn. =))
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date: Sunday, February 10
time: 2:16 PM
I feel like snapping someone’s head off
Ok fine, make it more than one
*ROAR*
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date: Wednesday, February 6
time: 7:48 PM
Happy Chinese New Year people!Enjoy the holidays =)
Not that it’s a holiday; what with work all piling up.
Boo.
Today is not at all productive.
PE was rather tiring. Only came for PE!! Cause the rest had their econ lecture while I stayed in the library trying to understand vectors. Oh my, vectors. =/
Tests are coming up soon, pretty soon.
Plus, PTM is
next Friday.
Helped give out oranges to the teachers, and spent time carrying chairs. Haha, was laughing when Madhiah told me later on that they were calling out my name from the gallery when they saw me doing so. The celebration was rather short though.
Headed off to NP soon after - ate and they went bowling. Tagged along but didn’t play. Was feeling rather emo though. They were halfway through the second game when I noticed this guy in the other lane. I liked watching him play. Haha. Ok, random.
Nice Madhiah lent me two books. Was super tempted to borrow more, but given the things we must do.. Haiz. Think of opportunity cost.
Bro just reminded me of my promise last month. And I remembered that I haven’t been saving up – spending too much instead =(
Should really practice some self-discipline
I’ve tried to think that it was just nothing... but it makes me feel uneasy whenever certain stray thoughts come to mind. Bleargh =(
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date: Monday, February 4
time: 9:23 PM
There is this spider
Which keeps bugging my computer table
I wonder if it’s the same one I’ve been seeing for the past weeks
Shoo
I feel like shooing some people
Ohh. Shoo away all the work
Im tiredBeen having consultations today- Malay, GP.
Im somewhat motivated.
Keyword being,
somewhat.
Saturday was rather fun. The dance and all.
Had lunch/dinner with Jie Ying at LJS.
Fun fun =))
Feeling super guilty.
I feel like im not doing all that im suppose to do.
Shucks
I hope grandpa recovers soon =((